Yugoslavia. 2001.
“Don’t you think there’s more to
you?” Aleksandr asks. Naked, he curls his knees to his chest and relaxes against the
headboard.
“You dink dere’s more?”
Laila swings around and perches on the edge of the bed. Summer presses on the single-room apartment. Sweat
trickles down her bronzed lower back. She leans against his leg and turns to face
him.
“I do,” he says, brushing
her hair off her eyes.
She blushes, unused to
tenderness. “More to me? Or more to dis?” She pauses, giving him a chance to answer. He takes a
quick inventory of her room: spare bed sheet folded on the dresser, tasselled lampshade, various outfits to
suit clients’ tastes hanging in the closet with no door.
On the floor, Kayla’s wooden
duck sits by Laila’s foot. Laila leans forward and kicks it beneath the bed. He looks at her, surprised. He
knows about Kayla; the toy hadn’t bothered him.
He shifts, knocking the
scrunched brown paper bag off her night table. Three bottles of children’s acetaminophen rattle onto the
floor. He’d asked her not to open the bag until he left and looks away from her brimming
eyes.
“Why you only see me? So
manne girl,” she says. Her voice sounds gawky in the silence. He follows her eyes to the clock even though
he knows their time is over.
She tenderly cups his
testicles as if she were holding a pair of fuzzy kiwi in her palm. She runs the edge of her nail along the
thin layer of nubile hair to the ridge between the two mounds. She presses her lips on the head of his penis
with a gentle peck and then pushes herself off and stands, whispering, “You go now.” She hands him his
clothes, re-applies her lipstick, and wiggles into her bra.
He hunches at the edge of
the bed and stares at Laila. He breathes deeply and then clumsily asks, “Why do you bother to put on a bra?
Aren’t you just going to take it off?”
She sighs. “Cheppy. It makes
them cheppy. To remove it,” she says. “Like thev seduced a woman.”
“Time’s up,” Bratislav, the
floor guardian, calls from outside.
Alek glares at the door, his breathing more pronounced. He never finds a good time to say what he wants;
he always leaves things unsaid, hoping the world will eventually separate his intention from
inaction.